With Open Eyes: Returning to an Academic Life

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DOI:

https://doi.org/10.18432/R2T928

Keywords:

Concussion, Mild Traumatic Brain Injury, Poetic inquiry, Language and Literacy Education, Narrative inquiry, Academic life

Abstract

When asked to find a visual expression of my writing process for a first year PhD writing class, I saw a chance to unblock whatever was making it difficult for me to write. Searching for a meaningful way into my story, my ideas were reflected back through images of eyes – the eyes of strangers, my own eyes, and finally through the eyes of those who cared about me. Four years after a Mild Traumatic Brain Injury impacted my life, I returned to pursue an academic career. Symptoms that I thought had been put to rest were once again haunting me and my frustration level was escalating. Trying to find my way back into an academic existence was not an easy journey. The visual inquiry into eyes became a door through which I was able to gain back my words. Using poetic and narrative inquiry allowed for a further opening of releasing obstructions.

Author Biography

Bonnie Lynn Nish, University of British Columbia

Bonnie Nish is founder and Executive Director of Pandora’s Collective Outreach Society. She has a Masters in Arts Education from Simon Fraser University and is currently pursuing a PhD in Language and Literacy Education at the University of British Columbia. Bonnie’s research includes how poetry can give voice to those traumatized and in marginalized populations. Bonnie’s first book of poetry, Love and Bones, was published in 2013 by Karma Press. Her anthology of concussion related stories, Concussion and Mild Brain Injury: Not Just Another Headline, was published by Lash and Associates in August 2016.

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Published

2017-08-23

How to Cite

Nish, B. L. (2017). With Open Eyes: Returning to an Academic Life. Art/Research/International:/A/Transdisciplinary/Journal, 2(2), 126–142. https://doi.org/10.18432/R2T928