Unpacking Self and Silence: Looking Inward, Looking Outward, Looking Through

Authors

  • Momina A Khan University of Saskatchewan

DOI:

https://doi.org/10.18432/ari29219

Keywords:

Poetic Inquiry

Abstract

Looking inward as a mother, I see that autobiographical narrative inquiry has further deepened my understanding that my children’s dual identity (Muslim Canadians) is not breaking them apart, rather putting them together. Looking outward as a researcher, poetic representation has given me a voice where, instead of fearing silence, I am able to “inhabit a more ambiguous and flexible sense of self” (Boler, 1999, p. 176). I am able to act as an interpreter between the chaos of my experiences and an assembly of unbroken monologues and sporadic dialogues. Finally, looking through as an amateur poet, I practice poetry “as a method of inquiry to move into [my] own impossibility, where anything might happen—and will” (St. Pierre, 2005, p. 973). I create opportunities for meaning making and insights as my stories and poems resonate for others, and in how my stories inform, enhance, and deepen parents’ and educators’ knowledge and conceptualizations of an inclusive school community.

Author Biography

Momina A Khan, University of Saskatchewan

Momina A Khan is a Ph.D. candidate in the Department of Curriculum Studies at the University of Saskatchewan. Her current research focuses on autobiographical narrative inquiry, hybrid identities, minority children, parent knowledge and mandated curriculum with a special emphasis on un/underrepresented voices of minority parents’ in schools and curriculum.

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2018-03-01

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Khan, M. A. (2018). Unpacking Self and Silence: Looking Inward, Looking Outward, Looking Through. Art/Research/International:/A/Transdisciplinary/Journal, 3(1), 132–154. https://doi.org/10.18432/ari29219